Lanna Perry Prostitutes the Holy Spirit! (continuation #1)

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The following letter-form was brought about as a means of teaching my children the Word of God through the mail. And of course, quite naturally so, that’s the reason I begin these letters with "Dear Children" and end them with "Love Dad". So for the rest of you who participate in these weekly messages, please keep their original intended purpose in mind.

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Lanna's E-mails (continuation #1)

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 5 Mar 2005 18:17:24 -0700
Subject: Demon Molestation

Dear Sister Lanna;

The Lord saw to it that I was directed to your Website, and then your testimony, through the 3/3/05 prophetic Word "Windows". Our ministry, the FMH Children's Club International, is all about "schooling the prophets". One of my God-given gifts is for healing those who've been violated by the demon "Molestation". You have been very gifted by the Father but are not yet walking in the fullness of your potential. The following Word is what the Almighty has given me for you:

"Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets. But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation. Woe unto you that are full! for ye shall hunger. Woe unto you that laugh now! for ye shall mourn and weep. Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets." (Luke 6:22-26 KJV)

Please pray about what's been said, and allow the Father to show you what He would have you to see at our Website (http://www.fmh-child.org).

Are you willing to give Him 100% of your life?

In the Lord Jesus Christ,

Bruce Hallman

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 6 Mar 2005 19:48:27 +1100 (EST)
Subject: Re: Demon Molestation

Bruce,

Thank you for the email, but I am not understanding what you are trying to say to me. I am not walking in my full potential you said....then what's stopping me?

Love in Jesus,

Lanna

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 19 Mar 2005 11:29:10 -0700
Subject: Re: Demon Molestation

Dear Sister Lanna;

Before I answer your question, can you agree with me that your calling is that of prophet (prophetess)? And with your calling in mind, how much rejection do you receive as a result of the prophetic Words that you speak?

In the Lord Jesus Christ,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 20 Mar 2005 18:37:24 +1100 (EST)
Subject: Re: Demon Molestation

Hi Bruce,

Yes I do believe that's my calling.

I receive a lot rejection that I don't hear God...sometimes....

Haven't received as much rejection lately, but it's always lingering around me.

Why?

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Tue, 22 Mar 2005 08:26:11 -0700
Subject: Rain Reign

Sister Lanna;

This morning upon waking, the Lord brought you to mind. As I was seeking Him, the Father gave me a question for you which falls in line with your e-mail which I would receive later (Rain Reign Rain Reign). What is it, Sister Lanna, that the Lord is asking you to speak that you are fearful of speaking?

"No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." (Matthew 6:24 KJV)

In the Lord Jesus Christ,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Fri, 25 Mar 2005 21:15:13 +1100 (EST)
Subject: What a day!!!!!!!!! Love Lanna!!!

Hey,

How are you?

My goodness I've had an experience today that really pushed me into Jesus' arms more than ever.

I don't want to mention names, but basically I was in a place online today where people given the opportunity to use their prophetic giftings and stretch in that gifting. Anyways, it just happened I was there today, and the moderator asked me to prophesy to the whole room, individually.

So it ended up that I prophesied to about 45 people! Anyways....I got to a certain person, and as soon as I saw their nick, even though it wasn't their new nick, I knew who it was, and the word I heard for them was so clear.

So I delivered it. They rejected it, which I expected them too. That wasn't the issue. The issue was, was that they are the leader of this ministry, and all of a sudden after i prophesied to them and they rejected it, it was like I was kicked in the stomach. I was knocked out of 'sync' with God, and had to take some moments to get back 'inline'. All the other words I had given were spot on, and all those that followed were spot on, but it's like as soon as they gave feedback, I sensed they were doing it to 'tear me down'...I am always ready to be corrected, and I feel that I am pretty open to being corrected. I believe I am teachable, but this, this just didn't sit right with me at ALL. Tell me otherwise if you sense I'm being prideful, because if I am, I am going straight on my face to Jesus.

I enquired of God what happened to me, and then I saw what was the most disgusting and horrific figure. I saw the spirit of jealousy. I saw it all over this person. I do not know if they were consciously tearing me down, but they were definately doing it. I saw it so clearly. The jealousy was just disgusting, it was so strong. I had always seen that this person was quite 'self promoting'...but never seen this spirit over them before.

I saw the eyes of jealousy in the Spirit and it made me sick. I've never seen it before. I've 'sensed' it, but never seen it. I've sensed it before around me, but this time i saw it, and it was disgusting. It was so evil, and so dispicable. Those eyes, they were pure evil.

So I ended up getting offline and going and spending time alone with Jesus, and just chatting to Him about what happened.

God led me to speak out forgiveness to them, and then pray blessings over them which I did, and everytime I think of them, I speak blessings over them.

I just couldn't believe it, I could feel the jealousy and it was boiling.

The interesting thing was, was that Jesus kept saying to me over and over "get used to this lanna, get used to this".....not exactly sure what He means, so I am going to spend some more time tonight with Him, just listening about the whole thing.

It got me thinking though, am I really that different? To create such a stir?

God was amazing though, showing me the insecurities this person has, and I was just able to pray for them, and have compassion. I am a bit hurt, but am not thinking bad thoughts towards them at all.

So it's been quite full on. An intense experience. Really woke me up, and made me think "gosh, not everyone is nice and supportive, are they?"

What a day! What a day!

I continue to praise Jesus, and keep my eyes on Him alone. Not being distracted by anything or anyone, for all I want is to know Him and make Him known through prophesying His heart to many.

I surrender completely to Jesus, that He may do all He wants with me, and use my life to bring glory to His name.

Thanks for listening to me,
Love in Jesus,
Your friend,
Lanna

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Fri, 25 Mar 2005 12:19:22 -0700
Subject: Re: What a day!!!!!!!!! Love Lanna!!!

Buenos dias to you,

I'm blessed!

Well now are you starting to see where God is going in this? Go back and look at what the Lord had me to speak to you in the beginning of our correspondence:

Can you see the path (His Path - Jesus' Way) that's being established?

"Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." (John 14:6 KJV)

After receiving your e-mail I felt the Holy Spirit instructing me to write you a few encouraging words, but the closer I got to the computer the more He gave me to write. You've done good! Don't let the Devil tell you otherwise! Your involvement with that "online ministry" was a Divine appointment from God. You were at the right place at the right time to do God's Kingdom work. This is your calling "so just get used to it".

Now, I'm going to speak what the Lord gives me for you concerning your encounter with the "minister", but it's up to you to get confirmation from Him. The Almighty gave me two Scriptures that He wants you to apply to your situation:

"Brethren, be followers together of me, and mark them which walk so as ye have us for an ensample. (For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.) For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ: Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself." (Philippians 3:17-21 KJV)

"Now I beseech you, brethren, mark them which cause divisions and offences contrary to the doctrine which ye have learned; and avoid them. For they that are such serve not our Lord Jesus Christ, but their own belly; and by good words and fair speeches deceive the hearts of the simple. For your obedience is come abroad unto all men. I am glad therefore on your behalf: but yet I would have you wise unto that which is good, and simple concerning evil. And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen." (Romans 16:17-20 KJV)

You see, Sister Lanna, this "minister" who invited you to prophesy over 45 people did so in an effort to put you down. He didn't expect that you could do such an awesome task, and therefore was extremely jealous of you and your gifts when you accomplished the task in Jesus Name. In fact it was God's Word to Him through you that exposed the "demon" within him that instigated the situation, and that's why his reply was meant to "tear you down" instead of encourage.

The "minister" has a demon that God has allowed you to see. This demon is big, bad, and ugly, and will likewise effect many who come in contact with him. So just how many of those 45 people do you think are aware that this "minister" has a demon spirit living within him...and the "minister" even welcomes the demon spirit to stay as long as he likes. In other words it's not the desire of the "minister" to get rid of him. He's happy with his demon, and it was evident by his rejection of the Word from God that would have destroyed this demon if received.

Now, in an effort to protect all those who come in contact with this "demonized minister" you must let them all know that he exist. You must "mark" this minister as an "enemy of the Cross" because he has rejected God's Word to him. You must tell all those you can that this "minister" has a spirit of "anti-Christ".

So how does God want you to do this? Please pray about it! There's still more that the Lord wants me to share with you on this, but it'll come later.

One last thing. Whenever someone ask you to prophesy, just make sure you confirm it with Jesus first. Let Him be the One to tell you to prophesy before you do it. Because, you see, unless He directly gives you the command to do it the prophecy will not be in His Spirit but in your flesh...and likewise be a form of witchcraft.

In the Lord Jesus Christ,

Bruce (and Sandy)

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sat, 26 Mar 2005 18:50:20 +1100 (EST)
Subject: Welcome To The Prophetic Lanna!

Hey,

I am going to title this email, "welcome to the prophetic Lanna", because that's exactly what I feel is going on.

After being attacked hard by the spirit of jealousy through someone yesterday..who will remain nameless..I had already felt the Lord say "get used to this lanna".

Now today, I feel I am being even more introduced to this ministry.

I went shopping today, and as I was walking through the mall I was feeling so uneasy.

All of a sudden I saw demons in shop corners up on walls etc, but then I saw what was awful...I saw the demons come to the shop fronts looking at who they could 'latch' onto....i saw them...then grab certain people and they were gnawing at their stomachs. I saw that the demons as they were gnawing on people's stomachs....they were 'taking something' from the person....'yet giving the person something'.

It was so full on. After I saw that I just went into prayer and left. It was awful. It really was awful. It was like I saw these demons and they were like 'materialism'...trying to 'feed' people's appetites...yet taking something from them aswell...not sure what though. It was awful. I could see them gnawing the flesh so clearly.

So between that, yesterday's attack of jealousy against me, and hearing that others are becoming more and more jealous of what God is doing in and through me, has made the past few days very hard.

Now, I feel I have to be even more wise and careful who I share with. I am beginning to see so much more, yes I can see so easily for people, but I am seeing so much now in just everyday life. Is that a natural progression?

So I am feeling more of a push into the prophetic, yet it's not a comfortable push. I never thought it would be....it's just suprised me that it's come already.

I am not going to let this get me down, even though I do feel a little discouraged. I am going to go and listen to My Beloved Saviour speak to Me and pour His words of truth over me. I need it more than ever now.

Sure, yes, I am young, I'm 24, and God is raising me up quickly, but is that a reason to tear me down? to speak badly of me, or be jealous? Isn't that a reaon to support me even more?

Sorry for venting....just trying to understand....

Going to the one place I can rest, in Him alone \o/ even if everyone rejects me...He accepts me...

That is what matters.

Your friend always,
Lanna Perry : )

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sat, 26 Mar 2005 21:39:46 +1100 (EST)
Subject: Please Please Pray!

Hello Everyone,

I am emailing this to a few of you to ask if you could please keep me in prayer for the next few days?

I cannot go into detail, but I am going through an intense transition in my walk with God and calling. Facing much adversity and attack, but walking victoriously through it all, because I know who I am in Christ, and know the authority I have in Him.

Just need the covering and support of those I know that I can trust.

Thanks again.
Luv in Jesus,
Your friend forever,
Lanna Perry : )

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 26 Mar 2005 14:41:41 -0700
Subject: Re: Welcome To The Prophetic Lanna!

OK...

So, welcome to the real world of "the prophet". Yesterday afternoon I was listening to a Jimmy Swaggart Home Church Video (March 1999, 4th Sunday), when the following prophetic Word was given. As soon as I herd it the Lord said "Send it to Lanna!" And now that I finally have it transcribed, here's God's Word for Lanna:

"The Lord God Almighty speaks a Word in your midst today. Soon and very soon you shall be endued with power from on high such as never before. For you have known a taste of My power, you have seen My miracles, and you have felt the Spirit of the Living God, but you shall feel my presence and have My power such as never before. For you shall do greater works because My Son Jesus Christ is now set down at My right hand. You shall speak to the Lazaruses, those that are dead in trespasses and sin, many days and they shall come forth from the grave. But as they come forth from the grave they shall be bound hand and foot; some by jealously, some by drugs, some by alcohol. But as you speak the Word of God they shall be loosed. You shall speak the Word of God in the Name of Jesus Christ and they shall be loosed. For have I not said unto you, you shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover? Have I not said to you, you shall cast out demons? Have I not said to you, you shall speak with new tongues? Have I not said to you, you shall raise the dead in the Name of Jesus Christ? I shall bring My Church unto the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ. I will bring you into maturity. You shall do things you have never done before, but it shall not be you, it will be the power of the Holy Ghost in you. But you must put away foolish things – put away pride, put away lust, put away greed, put away envy – for by this shall all men know that you are my disciples; if you have love one to another, saith the Lord."

Be encouraged, Sister. And please keep it in mind that only after "many days" will those raised from the dead be loosed (hands and feet).

In Christ,

Bruce (and Sandy)

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From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 07:55:26 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Welcome To The Prophetic Lanna!

Hi,

Thank you so much for your email, your encouraging words, your constant support and love. Thanks for that message, that was spot on, spot on, spot on!

Between you and me, to be completely honest, I am still very shaken up. Shaken up more so, from hearing from someone that I know and trust of some people (even though she wouldn't tell me 'who' they were) that they were jealous of me and where the Lord is taking me. The fact that He is raising me up so fast, and they've been struggling for years, and still haven't go to this place yet.

What is my response to that? What DO i say?

My response is, I don't know WHY Jesus is excelerating things in my life, all I know for certain is I love Jesus more than life. I am sure they do too, but I just don't know how to respond.

The experience I had today in the shopping centre as I am praying through it more and more, I'm feeling that the Lord wanted to really open my eyes to see that even when people are harmlessly shopping, there is so much more going on 'behind the scenes'. I do need some help interpreting it though, because I honestly can't see the 'full' picture. I know some of the things I saw, I mean I know their meaning, but overall I don't really know.

Sure, the more and more I am seeing of Jesus, the more and more I am falling in love. I feel like the Lord is stabling me, I am standing firmly on truth, on Him, and He's teaching me to stand tall in Him, and not let emotions get me down.

You know, even though all this is going on, the jealousy, and seeing all these new things, it's pushing me further into Jesus' loving arms. It's making me want to seek Jesus so much more. Know Him so much more, and grow so much deeper in Him.

Always have to be careful though, that I am not doing that to 'spite' anyone, but because I truly want to know and make Jesus known.

I know there are still areas of my life to be healed. I know I still battle with judging others, or pride, but they are things that I am continually through the grace and power of Christ, I am keeping in check, and pray that as my friend, that if you see these things come up in my life, that you would pull me into line. :)) that's your job :)) :))

This is definately a transitional period, and it's hard, but i love it :)) It's like the more we taste of Jesus, even though sometimes it hurts to taste it, once we've tasted we cannot settle for what was behind anymore :)) we need to keep going forward :)) Need to keep listening for His beautiful voice :)) Hanging on His every word :)) Oh Hallelujah, His words are so beautiful :))

I don't want anyone to tickle my ears. I don't want fluffy compliments, I just want to keep my eyes on Jesus and serve Him :))

Please Him and not man :)) That's going to be a life long dying to flesh, isn't it? :))

God's so smart! :)) He makes sure we can't do anything on our own, in our own strength :)) He puts us in a position where we have to keep going to Him to get through :)) I love it :))

Doesn't that give you the most beautiful picture of His heart? :)) That in everything, He is making sure we can't do it alone, because He wants us :)) He wants us before Him all the time :))

Isn't that just beautiful? :))

That He went to such lengths to die for us to have intimacy with us :)) but then in life, in our lives, He has weaved things so beautifully, that we are always brought back to Him :)) and brought back to intimacy with Him :))

That's what it's all about :)) Intimacy with Him :)) Nothing else matters :))

Now isn't there a beautiful peace that comes with that? :))

Intimacy with Christ, is the most important thing :))

Good thought for life :))

Happy Resurrection Day :))

Love in Jesus,
Your friend forever,
Lanna :))

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 26 Mar 2005 16:08:43 -0700
Subject: Jealous Friends

Back at you with another Word from God:

As it pertains to your "jealous friends", the Lord gave me the following for them:

"And seekest thou great things for thyself? seek them not: for, behold, I will bring evil upon all flesh, saith the LORD: but thy life will I give unto thee for a prey in all places whither thou goest." (Jeremiah 45:5 KJV)

"But Jesus said unto them, Ye know not what ye ask: can ye drink of the cup that I drink of? and be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with?" (Mark 10:38 KJV)

You see Lanna, they want the "Power" for their "vain glory". God is giving you the "Power" to show "His Love". I'm sorry to say that their "wants" are damnable:

"And when Simon saw that through laying on of the apostles' hands the Holy Ghost was given, he offered them money, Saying, Give me also this power, that on whomsoever I lay hands, he may receive the Holy Ghost. But Peter said unto him, Thy money perish with thee, because thou hast thought that the gift of God may be purchased with money. Thou hast neither part nor lot in this matter: for thy heart is not right in the sight of God. Repent therefore of this thy wickedness, and pray God, if perhaps the thought of thine heart may be forgiven thee. For I perceive that thou art in the gall of bitterness, and in the bond of iniquity." (Acts 8:18-23 KJV)

God Loves you very much Lanna. You are very special to Him and He is using you for His very special purpose. You are the only one who can carry out the Love of God as He has designed it for you. Your "jealous friends" need to start seeking God's Will for their own lives...and fall in Love with Jesus just as you have done. They think they want what you have, but are they willing to pay the price that you are having to pay?

Please copy your "jealous friends" on this if you feel led by the Lord.

In the Father's Love,

Bruce (and Sandy)

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 14:07:31 +1000 (EST)
Subject: My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Hi,

How are you?

I am getting more and more fed up by the moment. As the seconds go by I am getting more and more fed up. People making judgements on me that are not true, and attacking me, I am wondering if this is what it's going to be like always to walk in the prophetic.

I get emails today from certain people I prophesied too lately, saying that I wasn't doing the right thing by giving a corrective word. I get an email from a chatroom sending me the guidelines because I have not 'obeyed' them and if i don't follow them, and not give corrective yet encouraging words, I won't be welcome there anymore.

I get attacked by someone who has been a support to me, saying that I am not an established prophetess in my church, so I have no right to go around prophesying, correctively.

Then, I get told that I'm full of pride, and this person sees pride in me.

So what a day!!!!

I have to say, that I am broken. Not broken, as in depressed, but broken that we cannot have acceptance or identity in anyone but Christ.

I'm just tired of people telling me that I am to give 'fluffy' words. If anyone of the words I give are slightly corrective, then I am to almost 'water it down'...and especially not give it in the chatroom.

So this is what the prophetic is all about?

Wouldn't people want to hear God's voice? Even if it is corrective? To hear what He has to say, so that they can get 'right'. I know in times of disobedience you don't want to hear God, but a small part of you inside does, wants to hear Him speak and get right. So why attack the messenger?

Sheesh!

It's like this window is starting to open before me....and it says "this is the cost Lanna". ALL OF YOU!!!!

I will still walk the path God has chosen for me, and I will obey all He says, but my goodness I won't say it's easy and always enjoyable.

The rubber is meeting the road now.

I mean, someone to come to me and put fear in me that I am prideful, that I am about to fall, that people are feeding me flattery and I am about to splat because of pride, what's that? I mean that brings so much fear to me, and so much anxiety. That is not the way to go about it.

I am always praying for God to keep me humble and never want to be prideful. Yes, I have received a lot of encouragement lately, and am starting to see God has GREAT plans for me, but honestly, am I full of pride? You would know....am I?

Cause I don't want to be!

There are parts of me that still need to be healed, and there are parts of me that God still needs to nuture, but how in the world is He going to do that, while darts are being thrown at me continuously.

Honestly, am I doing anything wrong? Have I done anything wrong to bring about all this attack...or people getting upset cause I am speaking out certain words, or because I am believing for things that are impossible to the eye of man?

I get told this is what happens before God sends someone out...are you serious? My goodness!!!!

I sit here thinking....do I REALLY want this? I mean REALLY.....and as much as my flesh screams NO! my spirit screams YES!

If i can't trust any man...then so be it....

I will choose to follow my Spirit.

Thanks for being someone I CAN trust.

Love in Jesus :)))
Lanna

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 26 Mar 2005 23:25:35 -0700
Subject: Re: My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Chosen Warrior Princess;

Hang in there. The pain will subside shortly.

In fact, you can read all about what you are going through in all four of the gospels:

"And they were offended in him. But Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honour, save in his own country, and in his own house." (Matthew 13:57 KJV)

"But Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honour, but in his own country, and among his own kin, and in his own house." (Mark 6:4 KJV)

"And he said, Verily I say unto you, No prophet is accepted in his own country." (Luke 4:24 KJV)

"For Jesus himself testified, that a prophet hath no honour in his own country." (John 4:44 KJV)

Please keep it in mind that you are only accountable to the Almighty...and no one else. In fact seeing how you're from the "Land of the Outlaw", you should be able to relate: one of our more recent sermonets is entitled "Jesus Was An Outlaw...And So Am I!"

And by the way, what "church" are you affiliated with?

In Christ,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:17:50 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Hey!!!

How are you?

Thanks so much for your email. I have spent the afternoon and some of the night with God, before I went to work. God didn't say all that much, He just kept loving on me. It was really nice, I just needed to feel His love and just not even say anything, but rest, you know?

I went to work tonight and we weren't that busy to start with, so I took the book "The Prophetic Ministry" with me to get some reading done, and some interesting points really hit me.

I love the idea that above all else in the prophetic ministry, the foremost calling of a prophet is to be God's friend, someone with whom He can share His most intimate purposes. Only friends and true lovers share their deepest secrets, because they alone can be trusted with them.

I have really been hit with a truth that there is still part of me wanting to please man. I keep thinking of Gal 1:10, *sighs*!

I love how David wasn't concerned about what his people thought of him, and he was more intent on trying to receive what God might be tring to say to him.

Rick Joyner says in his book:

"But those who are willing to lose everything into the hands of God will truly find their lives, and be able to keep the authority and positions to which they were appointed. This utter devotion to God's glory and purposes will be required not only from all who desire to walk in the true prophetic anointing, but also from churches that will receive the benefit of that ministry"

So true isn't it? So true!! That's my heart's cry, to lose everything into the hands of God \o/

The prophetic ministry has a built-in factor that causes misunderstand and rejection, I know this!

Rick Joyner says in his book: "The factor is the supernatural, and often bizarre, experiences which are common with this calling. To effectively walk in the prophetic ministry, one has to become comfortable with uncommon and extraordinary experiences."

Amen : ) I don't feel so weird!

But here's where I got nailed, absolutely nailed!

"Few things will test the degree of our Christlikeness more than rejection. God allows rejection in our lives to help reveal and deliver us from our own evil motives. IF WE FEEL REJECTED WHEN PEOPLE OSTRACISE US, IT ONLY REVEALS THAT WE ARE NOT YET DEAD TO THIS WORLD. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR A DEAD MAN TO FEEL REJECTION".

I'm nailed! Completely nailed!!!!

I see that rejection creates an amazing opportunity for us to love others and to show Jesus' true love. To be able to handle rejection without being offended is one of the great demonstrations of spiritual maturity.

That's where I want to be! Take me there please Jesus \o/

With so many people coming against me and attacking me, it's hurt. It's affected me, which obviously means that I am not dead to this world yet.

That stinks! (hehe)

Honestly, between you and me, I have examined my heart. I have asked for forgiveness for judging a certain person and being bitter towards them, and have spoken out forgiveness for them. I will continue to do this until the feelings of hurt completely go.

Yes, I feel like I've been knocked around, battered and bruised, but God has showed me, that the acceptance of man, needs to break off me even more. I need the Lord to really break that off me and ground me in Christ.

Where do I start?

My biggest fear in life is to be prideful and disobey God, so the lady who spoke those words over me today has hooked into those so i really need to pray those through.

I know that the main calling on my life is the prophetic ministry, and I am excited about that, but I see that character far outweighs ministry. I know that the Lord needs to develop my heart and character, and teach me to not get hurt so easily.

So will I get tough skin as I ask the Lord to break off the acceptance of man in my life?

How do I make sure it doesn't wound me?

Thanks for being here for me, for supporting me and helping me learn, because honestly above all, all I want is to know Christ, and make Him known. I don't want have my 'name' in lights, I want God's name in lights through me.

I AM saddened that people misjudge me and always want to bring fear and things on my life that is not of God, but then I think....

It happened to Jesus, so I'm walking in His footsteps...

Amen?

I'm going to pray about my contact with these people...I don't feel I'll be intiating contact anymore....not out of bitterness....but out of wisdom...ya know?

Okay it's after midnight, I'm going to talk to Jesus about all this. Still pretty discouraged by it all.

I should be ENCOURAGED cause it means I'm doing something right, Amen?

Look forward to your reply,
Love in Jesus,
Your friend,
Lanna :))

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 13:43:09 -0700
Subject: Re: My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Good morning "Princess";

I have never been "down under", but I did wear my sister's "Sydney Zoo" cap (with a cute little kangaroo I might add) for several months. She played the "tourist in Australia" last year and said she really enjoyed it. One of the attractions that really caught her eye was a restaurant located in a rain forest (I believe). She said the roof was like a tarp stretch between the trees. Do you know where I'm talking about?

Thanks for confiding in me - trusting in me enough to share - because that's why the Father sent me. Throughout our journey together please understand that the Lord is going to uncover some things in your life that will "hurt". It's all right to vent yourself on me or at me if you feel like it (I'm used to it), but please don't give up on this journey of "becoming a new creature in Christ".

You have said (confessed) much in this most recent e-mail - thank you Jesus! And as it relates to what the Lord allowed you to feel and see in the spirit world (the "jealous demon" and "material demon"), He's starting to show me more of what it was all about. I'm going to learn much though what you've experienced. In fact as I was posting our newest addition (The Cross) to our Website last night the Lord started opening up to me how one of the Scriptures He used in that particular article applies to what you saw.

Now what He has instructed me to do is ask you to read that very short expose on "The Cross" and let me know what the Lord quickens in your spirit. I've attached a copy, or you can access it by clicking on "The Cross" mini button at http://www.fmh-child.org.

I could continue, right now, to respond to this most recent e-mail of yours with volumes of some really good stuff...but we must do this step by step through the leading of the Holy Spirit. You read "The Cross" and we'll take it from there.

In Christ,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 21:20:00 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Hey!

The cross wouldn't open for me :((

I just need to get some good sound godly discernment right now.

Putting aside all the rejection i've been facing from people lately with the words i've given, being told to stop being corrective, or people just not understanding me, I want to put that aside, and just focus on one thing.

Something has changed in me. Something really has.

It's been good, felt like i've gone deeper than ever ever before with Jesus, but then I feel something not so good has happened.

I am hearing Jesus so clearly for EVERYONE else and for the church, but in my own time I feel like God isn't speaking as 'specifically' to me. Jesus used to chew my ear off.

He would talk to me all the time and in such detail. He talks to me now all the time, but it's not in as much detail, and honestly, yes it's freaking me out.

I am standing on the truth God is with me no matter what, but what has changed? What have i done?

If there is something that I have done that has stopped or is preventing God from speaking to me in such detail I want it changed now, ya know? I want to deal with it.

So I don't know what's happened.

I miss hearing God speaking to me in great detail...and as often.

I really need your discernment and wisdom here, because my goodness if it's something i've done, i am getting on my face now, and going to make it right.

I live to hear from God. I live each day to hear His voice and know Him....yet....something has changed.

Can you help me?

Thanks so much! Sorry for freaking out....but I hold onto every word God says to me, and when I am not hearing Him as specifically as usual...it freaks me out.

Love in Jesus,
Lanna!

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 07:53:30 -0700
Subject: Yes... My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Yo!

Cool down before you go into melt down. Everything is under control. You are moving into a new level in your walk and things will be a little different...but you must be willing to listen for God in other ways. If "The Cross" attachment didn't open then read it at our Website. Please read it, pray about it, and let me know what the Lord shows "you" specifically. This was the instructions He gave me for you. Amen!

In the Lord Jesus Christ,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Tue, 29 Mar 2005 22:22:42 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Yes... My Goodness!!!!!!!!!

Hey!

Thank you so much for your email! Please forgive me if I don't happen to make 'direct' references to things that you spoke of, because my mind is just everywhere after today.

Although, I do want to thank you for taking so much time to help me, to encourage me and support me in what seemed to be me 'freaking' out. hehe

I have spoken to Jesus about the whole 'situation' of not hearing Him as specifically as I used too. He did tell me that He is growing me, and that He is pleased, and because He can trust me and is pleased with me, is trusting me a bit more. So a lot like what you said.

So I am at peace with that. Since I accepted that today and just sat with it, I am hearing Him speak quite a bit, which has been lovely. I just love His voice more than anything else.

I went to my auntie's funeral today. My goodness it was hard. She attended a greek orthodox church, and the service was hard enough to get through, not to have all that religious junk. They were kissing pictures of mary, and kissing the bible, and they poured oil over the coffin, along with wheat, as they lowered it into the ground, for her 'spirit'. It was just so full on religion, so bound, I felt sick the whole day, just from what I was 'seeing'. My auntie was faith filled. She loved Jesus, but she was steeped in this religion too. So it made me doubt whether the Lord saved her, but I trust God, and He sees our 'hearts', and I know whatever He decides, is right and just. It was just so so hard. I ached as I saw everyone around so embedded in religion, and just so lost. It really broke my heart.

Gave me a lot of compassion for those denominations, I want to help them, and tell them that they don't need to be in 'religion', there is freedom in Christ. They don't have to kiss idols etc. :(

Anyways...today was interesting for another reason aswell.

As you know, I've had an intense healing journey. The past year and a half has been the hardest for me, going through an intense healing. Whilst I was going through this intense spiritual, emotional and mental healing, there was always this part of me that would scream out 'hold me, love me, comfort me, father me' and it would just scream and scream out of me.

It was that part of me that dominated the way I lived. It led me to kissing the wrong guys, praise God i never slept with any, it led me to drinking, and it led me into a lifestyle of 'striving' for acceptance. It increased that part of me more than ever, I should say.

Anyways, going through counselling, and healing ministry, and deliverance, a LOT of that got healed. A whole lot.

Anyways, basically through everything that's happened lately with facing rejection and jealousy from others, because of my relationship with the Lord and the prophetic, the more and more I spent time with God, the more I realised, that part of me is still there.

That part of me was screaming out today. "Hold me, love me" and I just kept asking Jesus to do that. It doesn't 'lead' or 'dominate' my life anymore, it COULD if i allowed it too, but I don't. I see part of it is healed, but not all of it.

So I saw it even more today. Was able to recognise it still there. Obviously from not having a proper father figure in my life, but i love my dad, and I am walking in forgiveness towards him, and choosing to forgive him and love him everyday.

I refuse to let it discourage me, because since I 'recognised' it, the enemy is trying to tell me 'ha ha you're not healed, and you're not about to be sent out', which i REFUSE to believe.

'God uses imperfect vessels, to bring about a perfect ministry' - John Sandford

One thing is for sure, I don't want to spend my whole life 'naval gazing', so I want this to be healed and get on with serving others etc. I continue to serve others now, but will be so much more equipped to do so, when this part of me is healed.

It's broken me, to see just how much I need Jesus. Parts of me still broken, but I want them WHOLE!

So basically that's where I am at. Where to begin with this healing?

I have no idea!!!!!

I just felt to share this with you.

Thanks so much for being such a wonderful friend to me! *hugs*

I am so blessed and thankful to Jesus for you \o/

Look forward to your reply,

Yours in being very humbled,
Lanna

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Tue, 29 Mar 2005 09:37:30 -0700
Subject: My Father's Business

Good morning Warring Princess;

We must be about our Fathers business!

"And he said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father's business?" (Luke 2:49 KJV)

As I awoke this morning, one of the first things my eyes focused on was a book by Oswald Chambers. I instantaneously knew the Father had a reading assignment for me so I just asked "Which one?" Immediately I was told "April 23". So I turned to it, read it, and then prayed about how it might apply to my life.

Well the next thing the Almighty instructed me to do was get my e-mail from you and encourage you with what He showed me first thing this morning:

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Do You Worship The Work? (April 23)
My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers

“We are God’s fellow workers…” (1 Corinthians 3:9).

Beware of any work for God that causes or allows you to avoid concentrating on Him. A great number of Christian workers worship their work. The only concern of Christian workers should be their concentration on God. This will mean that all the other boundaries of life, whether they are mental, moral, or spiritual limits, are completely free with the freedom God gives His child; that is, a worshiping child, not a wayward one. A worker who lacks this serious controlling emphasis of concentration on God is apt to become overly burdened by his work. He is a slave to his own limits, having no freedom of his body, mind, or spirit. Consequently, he becomes burned out and defeated. There is no freedom and no delight in life at all. His nerves, mind, and heart are so overwhelmed that God’s blessing cannot rest on him.

But the opposite case is equally true – once our concentration is on God, all the limits of our life are free and under the control and mastery of God alone. There is no longer any responsibility on you for the work. The only responsibility you have is to stay in living constant touch with God, and to see that you allow nothing to hinder your cooperation with Him. The freedom that comes after sanctification is the freedom of a child, and the things that used to hold your life down are gone. But be careful to remember that you have been freed from one thing – to be absolutely devoted to your co-Worker.

We have no right to decide where we should be placed, or to have preconceived ideas as to what God is preparing us to do. God engineers everything; and wherever He places us, our one supreme goal should be to pour out our lives in wholehearted devotion to Him in that particular work. “Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with your might…” (Ecclesiastes 9:10).

*******

Please pray about how that might apply to your life. I'll be back with more today as the Lord allows.

In the Father's Love,

Bruce

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Tue, 29 Mar 2005 11:16:23 -0700
Subject: Your Auntie

Dear Princess;

It's time to go to war!

Continuing on with my reply to your e-mail, the Lord has given me several more things to put on your plate for you to chew on.

As it concerns the Roman Catholic Church and any off-shoots of it, Father God has given us (FMHCCI) many things to say about it, with two being the sermonet entitled "Vampires In The Church!" and the expose "Who's Gonna Be In Hell?" You need to seriously seek the Almighty (wanting to hear His Truth) on the topic of "what is your auntie's new home"; is it Heaven or is it Hell? I know the answer but you need to hear it from God.

And last but not least, witchcraft is being performed on you through your Website photo. You need to remove your picture from your Website.

More to come...

In Christ,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Wed, 30 Mar 2005 17:17:11 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Hey Bruce! Love Lanna!

Hey!

How are you? Thanks for the Chambers email, so awesome and i've removed my pic.

This is my private email. This is the email I am using for those whom I trust. That's it. I'm being bombarded by people wanting words etc, and people thinking they can just speak words over my life without asking, so i am using this email only to share with those i trust. Anything else sent to Chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au will be deleted and it will only be used as my ministry email. So please don't give this private email out, ok?

Right now, I am feeling two very strong emotions. One is a feeling of being overwhelmed, wanting to cry, and yet wanting to cry from thankfulness and excitment.

I see!

Yes, you heard me right I see! I see into the spiritual realm and it's growing faster and faster.

I feel to be completely honest with you. It's like I can see what's behind the 'facade' in people, I can see their hearts, but I can also see what's going on with them in the spiritual.

Let me just say, I say NONE of this to boast, because it is not my gift, it's God's.

It's like no matter where I go, I see something in the spiritual. It's like it's really there, but nobody else can see it.

I'm seeing demons gnawing on people's appetites in shoping centres, angels standing at people's doors, strongholds in people's lives, and yet it's just so overwhelming.

When I see these things the first thing I do is ask God how do I pray? What do I pray?

But you know what the problem is here? It means I have to rely on my own discernment and hearing of God's voice a lot more than I am right now.

That is what I am finding scary.

For some reason some part of me still believes I don't hear God.

I send out words, or speak out a picture, and then I see God confirm it, yet I am always still so suprised. It's like I have so much trouble believing I hear God, and can hear and see so quickly.

Let me give you an example:

The other day I had a vivid dream for my ex counsellor, who is now my mentor. So today I went and saw her and told her what I dreamt, and what I thought it meant.

She sat back in her chair and was so encouraged. She then explained to me that her and her husband are in the middle of seeing an architect to build a new house down in the country.

I described the house to her, what I saw, and the flowers etc, and it was all God. It was exactly right. I saw the mountain near where it is going to be built.

See she needed a confirmation that it was right, and my dream confirmed to her, that it was right, God had His hand over this venture, and move. It will take a long time, but it WILL eventually happen.

From that I was floored. I couldn't believe I heard and interpreted right.

So, God is really growing my gift of 'sight'.

It's exciting, but as you can see, it's full on! I want to see so much more, but it's hard. So hard.

Somehow I need to get rid of this part of me that doesn't believe i hear God.

He keeps showing me over and over that I do, but I just need to believe that I do.

I can't share with hardly anyone here except my ex counsellor and one of my mentors about what I see. It's just getting so hard, to 'see' these things too.

I always always always am praying against pride and judgement, because to see these things, opens you to pride and judgement and i want NOTHING to do with that.

Anyways, look how long i've made this email. Sorry.

Thanks again for listening. I needed it.

Love in Jesus,
Your friend,
Lanna

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Wed, 30 Mar 2005 15:08:37 -0700
Subject: Re: Hey Bruce! Love Lanna!

Warrior Princess;

With the Love of the Father I speak these Words to you:

I like your butterfly picture…it’s so peaceful. How well I remember my “hippie days” – make love not war – when I would get “high” and enjoy the peaceful things of nature while ignoring the battles surrounding me. So isn’t it ironic that you replace the “Warrior Princess” – a woman of war – with a beautiful and gentle butterfly?

So the question is Princess, can you play the part of both?

When it comes to female warriors I immediately think of Hadassah (Esther). What a fighter she was! In fact it was my youngest adopted daughter that the Lord had me name Hadassah…and for a very special reason. You see she too is called to “fight the good fight of faith” by risking her own life to save the Jewish people from annihilation. And then there’s Deborah from Judges 4:4. She was the only one willing to lead God’s people into battle. God could not find even one “macho male” willing to take-up the calling, so He called on a female to take charge! In fact in that same battle (Judges 4:21) there was yet another female, Jael, who bravely fought the “good fight of faith” by driving a tent peg through the forehead of Sisera.

So where are all the men who’ve been called to “war a good warfare” in this “good fight of faith”? Well, they’ve all decided that God’s warfare is too bloody…so they’re out petitioning God to “make love and not war”!

“For many are called, but few are chosen.” (Matthew 22:14 KJV)

“But unto them which are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God, and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men; and the weakness of God is stronger than men. For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: That no flesh should glory in his presence.” (1 Corinthians 1:24-29 KJV)

OK, so do you get the picture? You are a sword-wielding butterfly! That’s you Princess! Now let’s go to battle!

And seeing how I am called to help you on your mission as “seer/prophet”, let’s address some of your concerns:

“When I see these things the first thing I do is ask God how do I pray? What do I pray? But you know what the problem is here? It means I have to rely on my own discernment and hearing of God's voice a lot more than I am right now.”

So is that really a surprise? I mean praying is a lot like work, but we as Believers in Christ must be doing it constantly 24x7x365:

“My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.” (John 10:27-28 KJV)

“Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil. It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones.” (Proverbs 3:5-8 KJV)

And taking that thought one step further, we as prophets have got to know His Voice in “all things” because we have been called to speak God’s “Words of judgement” to many professing but waywar Christians. So does this concern you?

“I always always always am praying against pride and judgement, because to see these things, opens you to pride and judgement and i want NOTHING to do with that.”

Well, once again I’m going to recommend that you read one of our sermonets: “You’ve Asked A Hard Thing Lord!” The sermonet details why we (as prophets in particular) must be willing to just do “whatever it takes” to please the Father. And when it comes to speaking Words of judgement, the following applies:

“Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment.” (John 7:24 KJV)

So just how do we do this? Well there’s no better example for us in our walk with Jesus than the “First Begotten” Himself – Jesus:

“And there shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his roots: And the spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the LORD; And shall make him of quick understanding in the fear of the LORD: and he shall not judge after the sight of his eyes, neither reprove after the hearing of his ears: But with righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity for the meek of the earth: and he shall smite the earth with the rod of his mouth, and with the breath of his lips shall he slay the wicked. And righteousness shall be the girdle of his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins.” (Isaiah 11:1-5 KJV)

Now what the Almighty has described in that Scripture, concerning the “Seven Spirits of God”, is the step by step sanctification process that takes place in the Believer as they “hear God and obey God” in all things. And the “point of focus” for you in this Scripture, Princess Warrior, is the part about how we as prophets can judge others “with righteousness” – “…And shall make him of quick understanding in the fear of the LORD”.

So do you understand what “quick understanding” is all about? The Word “quick” means “scent or smell”. So, quite naturally, “quick understanding” is an understanding that comes about through the nose…and it’s this “righteous understanding” that results from the “Breath of God”:

“All the while my breath is in me, and the spirit of God is in my nostrils; My lips shall not speak wickedness, nor my tongue utter deceit.” (Job 27:3-4 KJV)

And as “God’s Breath” applies to you and your calling, what I spoke to you the other day concerning the “minister that God had you speak a strong Word to…but yet he didn’t receive it”, it is now your job to speak Words of judgment against him publicly for all to hear. You must mark him as the traitor to the “Cross of Christ” that he is!

You must step out in faith and war a good warfare…if you expect God to heal you! This is your calling and you have no other good choice but to do it!

“Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. Do all things without murmurings and disputings: That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; Holding forth the word of life; that I may rejoice in the day of Christ, that I have not run in vain, neither laboured in vain.” (Philippians 2:12-16 KJV)

Now after having said all that, how much of what God is showing me about “you and your calling” do you really want me to tell you?

And, once again, I say what I say…

In the Father’s Love,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Thu, 31 Mar 2005 21:15:54 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Hey Bruce! Love Lanna!

Hi,

Thanks for your email! Yes I do feel I can do both. I can rest in Jesus always, and yet be the warrior He has called me to be. Bruce, there is NO going back for me, not at all, no matter what lies ahead.

Well with the change of my email address and visiting my mentor yesterday I’ve been given some direct advice and insight from God, that I share with you, and is not to be passed on, as I know you won’t.

Basically I’ve been praying about moving churches, because the church I am in at the moment, is a good church but there isn’t anyone my age, and there is nobody there that’s prophetic who can support me and help me along. So I’ve been thinking about it and my mentor (ex counsellor) told me, that she felt and her intercessor felt that it was time to move on, which agreed with my spirit.

Well I mentioned to her a church I was thinking about, but felt it wasn’t right. She went and prayed about it and then spoke to her intercessor and believed God wants me to go there. They told me to go and check with God about what could be keeping me in this church I am in now.

Then I realised. I have an ungodly soul tie with that church. I wondered how I got it, and God showed me. Through the woundings I used to have, it’s been established, and it’s created almost a spirit of obligation and guilt to me, about staying there and not leaving. So every time, even though God SEEMS to be confirming this other church that is slowly growing in the prophetic that I thought ‘no’ to at the start, I would feel this ‘tug’ to stay at my current church, but have now realised that tug isn’t God. Basically, I saw into the spirit today and saw what is really ‘over’ the church I am at now, and am just really going to pray for God’s guidance.

While talking to my mentor on the phone I realised somewhere along the line I had made an inner vow about not trusting myself to hear God, because I had, had so much attack from people about it, so I decided not to trust my ability to hear. So that’s why I’ve had such an incredible time trying to stand on the confidence of what I ‘hear’ and ‘see’, because that inner vow was preventing it. So I broke that tonight in Jesus name, and now know that’s gone, and that I am set free, and will stand in the confidence that I DO hear God.

One other thing though was Uganda. I have such peace about Uganda, but the timing is starting to not feel right. I am thinking that the Lord is saying yes I will go there, but it could possibly be later on next year.

Without going into too much detail I’ve been made aware of the territory of demonic spirits around that area and everything that goes on, and I have to be well prepared to go. Right now if I went I do not have a strong intercessory group of people around me to be able to support me while I’m gone, so I’d very much be going alone and not backed from Australia with a good solid prayer foundation. I’d just have one or two people from here, which as my mentor said, for the level of demonic activity over there, may not be enough. So I am really praying about this, but feeling I could have had the timing very wrong.

Also, my mentor has made me so aware of the responsibility that comes now with everything I am seeing. She has also made me so aware, that when I ‘see’ things, I can’t just go and ‘sprout’ them off to anyone, but must be so prayerful and so careful as to who I share with, because if I just ‘sprout’ off to anyone, then the enemy can use what I’m sharing back against me. I guess I’m just really waking up to how precious this all is, and how you must be so so careful with it all, and always always be listening to God, about even the smallest thing.

Like I might share something with you about what I saw. Now to me that would be harmless cause I trust you and we could share, but the thing is, God may not want me to tell you, or anyone, and I have disobeyed by telling you.

So I am really going to be praying into ‘wisdom’ and ‘discernment’ of who to share with more than ever ever before.

If I ever have anything on my heart for you or a word, be assured that I will give it to you.

A lot of people have ‘asked’ for words lately, but I am not ‘asking’ God specifically for ‘people’ in this time. I believe if God wants me to give someone a word, He will bring them to mind. I don’t believe in using the gift that I have as a ‘medium’ and I am not at all saying you are treating me as a medium, but I am not into ‘actively’ seeking a word for someone. I will pray for them, and then IF God wants me to give someone a word, He will say "I want you to tell them blah blah"….so right now….anyone who emails me and asks me to give them a word…..i just respond I will pray for them, that’s all I can promise, as I don’t want to be manipulating a gift.

Does that make sense?

Oh gosh, I have to go. Thanks so much for being here for me, and just being a great friend.

Love you lots in Christ.

How was your time with God today?

Look forward to your reply,
Love in Jesus,
Your friend,
Lanna

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Thu, 31 Mar 2005 16:04:41 -0700
Subject: Re: Hey Bruce! Love Lanna!

Warrior Princess;

One of the first e-mails I received this morning, along with yours, was the following prophetic Word which seemed so appropriate for “Lanna” (especially after what the Lord had me give you yesterday):

Small Straws In A Soft Wind - by Marsha Burns

March 31, 2005: Take your stand, warrior of the morning, against every attack of the enemy. He has sent hindering spirits to keep you from accomplishing what I have set you to do. This is no time to decide that it's just too hard and to give up. You are very close to breakthrough, so refuse to sit down just inches away from gaining the victory. Rise up in the strength of My Spirit, bring your thoughts into focus and concentration, and exercise your faith in a final push to penetrate the defensive line of obstruction. "Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might." (Ephesians 6:10)

And now for your e-mail. Thank you for “trusting in me” enough to “share with me” once again. However, I pray that you are trusting in me because Father God has instructed you to trust in me. It is so important that you not trust in “self” (what you might think or reason out), but only trust in what He reveals to you. We serve a BIG GOD who is more than able to direct your each and every step along the way.

I marvel at the fact the Father has given you a godly mentor to “confide in” for prayer on overwhelming matters. Even though God now uses me to do the same with other prophets, I really never think about how foreign this blessing was to me in my early years. You see when I started my walk with the Lord, He appointed Jimmy Swaggart as my mentor…but there was only “one-way” communication between the two of us. In other words I received from Jimmy Swaggart through his teaching, but I could not speak one-on-one with him for specific issues and prayer. In fact at the critical phase in my walk it was only me and the Lord – everyone else deserted me. I mean everything was crashing down around me as I obeyed God’s directives for my life, but there was no one there to “agree with me” that I was walking in God’s Will. In fact there were times, Lanna, that I thought I would lose my mind. The attacks got so strong that it felt as though someone had bored a hole in my skull and poured in a zillion demons. The voices were so overpowering that I could not hear from my Father…the One and only One who I had learned to trust.

And, as it concerns my earthly mentor Jimmy Swaggart, the Lord wants me to relate to you a very important fact. Father God put me with Jimmy Swaggart in 1984 to learn under him, and this I did. What Jimmy Swaggart taught me about the Holy Spirit was invaluable for my walk with Jesus. However, it was at the end of 2001 that the Lord directed me to speak – as a prophet – a very strong Word of correction to Jimmy Swaggart. So there I was the student having to correct the teacher. In the natural it just wasn’t right; it went against everything that I had been taught. I did not want to do it but Father God help me understand that it was His Will and I must be obedient. So what followed from that point on has been several sermonets “on” Jimmy Swaggart and “to” Jimmy Swaggart in an attempt to help him correct his error. I am no longer welcomed in his church, but soon and very soon that will change. Very soon Jimmy will see his error that I’ve been speaking out on, and only then will I be accepted by him.

Now I’ve said all that to say this: the prophet has a very lonely path to travel. Do not expect to have many friends; in fact your only true friends will be other prophets who are sold out to God. Because you see as a prophet you will be constantly called on to speak Words of correction to those around you (which even includes other prophets)…but most will not receive it. And of course what follows after that person rejects the Word that God has spoken through you (the prophet) is their rejection of you (the prophet).

And as it concerns your affiliation with a church, please understand that you are being sent into whatever church to give correction. You might be there for a day, week, or year, but sooner or later God will show you the error within that church and likewise give you a Word to speak out against it. From that point on it’s only a matter of time before you will be shown the door. Prepare yourself, this is the way it works.

So with all of this in mind, the Lord has instructed me to invite you to unite with us “the prophets of FMHCCI”. We welcome you to speak Words that most will not be able to receive. In fact you can post your Website on FMHCCI just as you have with “ourchurch.com”. An e-mail address and mailbox is also part of the offer. This is from the Lord so please seek Him concerning it.

And as it concerns God’s Word to you – “My Glasses Or Yours”, the “molestation demon” that has hindered your walk with the Lord will be eradicated as you obediently walk-out in your calling by taking sword in hand and boldly speaking His Word of correction to the church. You will not be liked, and you will not be welcomed, but you will be blessed by the Father because of you obedience to God and not man.

In closing, this is God’s Word for you:

"Have I not commanded you, Be strong and of a good courage. Do not be afraid or be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you. For this is the testing season. For the Lord your God will test His people, to see those that are His and those that are not. But my sheep hear my voice and know me. But do not be afraid, for I shall bring you from a test to a testimony. And you shall testify of the goodness and the greatness of God Almighty saith the Lord."

In the Father’s Love,

Bruce

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Thu, 31 Mar 2005 23:59:55 -0700
Subject: The Prophet's Call

Sister Lanna;

The Lord has been telling me (all day I might add) to send you this. Sorry it took so long.

In Christ,

Bruce

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The Prophet's Call

June 21, 2004

It's not a season, and it's not a day, but it is an hour, saith the Lord. It's an hour when those who are Mine are going to have to know how to clearly hear and discern My voice so they can be led in detail by the word of the Lord. I will take it as personal affront to My relationship between Myself and the souls of My redeemed if you prophesy indiscriminately and flippantly and without having waited on a true word from Me because now is the hour when My sheep MUST know My voice, and I will consider it an affront to My authority in the lives of My people.

It is an hour when the very safety and well-being of My people, and My servants is going to wholly depend on their ability to recognize My voice, and wholly depend on their ability to obey Me. If the word you bring puts My people into a state of confusion or question, I will hold you accountable. I want My people walking in a sure place. I want the decisions of My people founded and grounded upon a sure foundation of a true word that I have spoken.

Even at this time, many are making decisions based on fear, and driven by fear. This is going to yield serious spiritual repercussions because the prophets who spoke the words of fear are going to reap a harvest of distrust and hatred because they went when I did not send them, either in speaking judgment OR peace, I did not send them because they did not wait on Me. They did not weep before me for a pure word. They just presumed to go. They made up something in their heads based on news, based on circumstances, based on their own evaluations of the times, and they thought they could bypass the place of deep prayer and waiting in My presence. They thought they could speak a word without truly being in a place to hear from Me, and they will reap a harvest of doubt and confusion and distrust because when My people see the fruits of wrong decisions based on wrong words and false prophecies, they will wail and cry against the prophets who spoke falsely to them. How presumptuous of the prophets to think they know what I am saying when they have not even spent time in My presence where they could truly hear from Me!

Yes, I will most certainly convict My people through the spirit of fear and trembling so they can get their lives right. But then I will lead My people in a plain path by the light of My word. I am the light and the salvation of My people, and it is a time when I am constraining my beloved to the sounds of My own voice, and it is a time of training to understand and hear even the slightest whisper of the Spirit because the spiritual ragings from many realms is going to intensify, and if My people do not know how to discern My voice in the midst of the clamor even in the heavenlies, they will be led astray by foreign spirits, by counterfeit spirits, by religious spirits, by all manner of evil spirits unleashed to seduce My servants in this very hour, and to take captive a people that I desire to bring into a fullness of understanding My covering and provision in a very perilous time.

I do not want My prophets adding to the confusion! Hear the word of the Lord, I do NOT want MY prophets adding to the confusion. Be still. Be still. Be still. Be still, and know that I am God, and I can break through the floods of false words and false doctrines with a pure stream of My spirit, but I am challenging My true prophets in this hour to NOT FEAR to allow My people to LEARN MY VOICE FOR THEMSELVES!!

An hour is upon you that My people are going to have to function without always having the ability to call up a prophet on the phone, or run to a church service, or go to a home meeting to get a word. My people will need to know how to discern My mind, and hear My voice in the time of tribulation, or they will become prey to every beast of the field and every wolf in sheep's clothing out to devour the flock.

You must understand that in this hour I am far more interested in training My sheep to KNOW MY VOICE, than I am in validating and confirming your prophetic gifts and ministries!! If you are a true prophet, you will give yourself diligently to the pursuit of helping My people to understand that in the place of communion and intimacy with Me, I will speak to My own, to My beloved, and you will be content to be the confirming voice to the word of the Lord. You will not have to be constantly lauded and confirmed as a "prophet" or an "apostle." You will be very content to step aside, allowing Me to take My rightful place as the Head of MY body that I might impart My thoughts, and My mind to My people. You will begin to accept the responsibility, and understand the mandate of the Spirit is not to gather a following of those who delight in your anointings, but to be an instrument to bring My people to maturity so as fully mature sheep, not gullible little lambs, they indeed know My voice.

If you understand My dealings, and if you understand the present cry of the Spirit, you are going to be very slow to speak, and very quick to pray, and very quick to recognize when I am sending you forth with a confirming word to My servants. You will not usurp my place of covenant relationship with My people which I wrought in My son when I declared out of glory that it would be through Him that I would now speak to My people rather than through the prophets as I did in times past. (Hebrews 1)

That prophet that speaks for Me, and that prophet that I am sending in this hour with a word spanning the nations of this world down to the very heart and soul of a troubled man or woman of God is that one who has learned to decrease that I might increase so that indeed it IS the voice of My Son speaking through that prophetic vessel a pure word, and a sure word. Even as it was with John the Baptist, that one I am sending shall be as the voice of another, and the voice of another shall truly be the spirit and presence of Jesus, the testimony of Jesus coming forth from that vessel completely sold out to My purposes.

Beware of companies of prophets who love to spend more time with each other than they do with Me. Mark these ones, and beware.

CLO DiPILATO
http://www.heraldofhiskingdom.com
MrsDiPi@aol.com

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Fri, 1 Apr 2005 21:59:36 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Hey Bruce! Love Lanna!

Hey,

Yes, how do i join that group Bruce?

Can I just cry on your shoulder for a little while?

I’m so discouraged and frustrated right now, and being a female, possibly over emotional, but honestly I am so tired of what’s happened to me this week.

Sorry if in my last email it came across that I was suggesting you put across the impression that you want a word. Sorry. I wasn’t saying that at all, was just really frustrated with some people who keep asking for words, and almost devaluing me, but ‘using’ me just for the gift God has given me, you know?

I know that these last two weeks have been very hard for me, and in all the correspondance I’ve had with you, I keep whinging and complaining, and I just want you to know that’s not my heart. I really don’t want to be a whinger, but lately, things are just seeming so ‘heavy’ that I just need someone to continually debrief too and feel I can trust you to do that, and I thank you for walking with me through this time.

Why did I start this email with wanting to cry on your shoulder? Because I’ve had it. I really have.

All this week, you know what I’ve faced and seen rear its ugly head at me over and over? The spirit of jealousy. This week, someone at work who I am usually close to and get on well with, what does she do all week? Tear me down in ‘joke’ form all week. Continual ‘stabs’. She did it again today, in front of others and made a quick reply that she doesn’t mean it. She probably doesn’t mean it, but I believe the spirit that is working in this situation does.

All week I was faced with my character and ‘ability’ in all areas being torn down. It was bizarre because even though she was having a go at me, because I’m still single (she’s married with children) or having a go at me because I still live at home, or having a go at me, for this or that, it’s like I could see ‘behind’ it all.

More was going on, that a simply ‘ruffling someone’s feathers’. It’s like God was showing me that deep down she’s jealous of where I’m at spiritually, (this is just my sense, not definite) and that this is starting to play out in our relationship. To make matters worse, I have to work next Monday from 6am – 530pm. So if I have to work that long, I do not work Sunday night, but she has put me on Sunday night from 530 – 11pm. So basically I leave work, sleep for a few hours and go back at 6am the next morning. I told her I have college work to do as well and she refuses to put another girl on. So in these things, I’ve seen something ‘else’ is working behind all this.

I’m just so tired of it all. I really am.

It’s like this constant battle to even stay where I am at with Christ. I have been teary all day just wanting to cry, and fighting off a spirit of discouragement that’s trying to come over me and tell me ‘ha ha everything is going down for you, now you’re not going to Uganda when you thought, and nothing exciting is happening in your life, ha ha’ and I just keep rebuking that voice.

I am just very overwhelmed right now at the continual attack and continual attack on my ‘character’.

It’s like I have to be so much extra careful now with every little thing I do. Why do I feel that way now? What has changed?

I refuse to give in, I won’t, but I am just really tired of this attack. Really tired of feeling like when people say something, that there could be something else going on behind it all. Like stupid comments made to me this week, I see there’s a spirit behind it all, trying to get at me, tear me down.

It’s just crazy.

Just sitting here typing to you I want to scream and cry. I keep crying out to Jesus over and over again, and He keeps ministering to me, but it’s so hard. It all hurts right now.

I am continually speaking forgiveness over each person that tries to tear me down, and speak blessings over them, but golly it’s getting hard.

*weeps but let me ask…. WHY ? WHY is this happening so much?

Is it because of the gifting God has given me, I have to be ‘so careful’ in everything? Seemingly more than most christians around me?

WHY are people who do not even KNOW the prophetic words I send out like this girl from work, tearing down my character in indirect ways?

I just want to get out from where I’m working, and from the church I’m going too…*ugh

Why do I see a spirit behind it? Am I over spiritualising? I hear God say I’m not!

Maybe the spirit working in through them senses something with me?

I just don’t know…I’m just really tired and discouraged right now.

Thanks for being my friend and loving me.

If I didn’t have you to share with I do not know what I’d do.

No matter how tired and discouraged I feel now, I will continue to praise the Lord, I will continue to bless His name, and press into Him like never before. That is one thing I DO know for sure. No matter what, I WILL press in, NOTHING will stop me going deeper in JESUS, NOTHING.

Love in Jesus,
Lanna

Ps - I had a weird thought today, don't know if it means anything, but with the Pope about to die, I thought, gosh what better position for the anti-christ to rise up. ???

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Fri, 1 Apr 2005 16:35:14 -0700
Subject: Antichrist

Dear Warrior Princess;

I’m glad that I can be with you, and of some help, during your times of testing…even if it’s only by e-mail. My heart goes out to you in your pain and anguish. Even though there’s a 17-hour difference between you and me we’re actually working in real-time. I’m asking the Father to allow me to intercede for you; that is spiritually tune me in with you so that I might know your heart’s needs and desires throughout the day. I realize that your time is limited and appreciate the portion you can give me.

I opened up your e-mail this morning somewhere around 2:00 a.m. your time. As I read through it the Lord gave me his answer to your question:

“…*weeps but let me ask…. WHY ? WHY is this happening so much?”

Of course the answer He gave me has everything to do with the new “Lanna in Christ Jesus” that’s being birthed through her death on “The Cross”. And the Scripture that the Lord directed me to, that’s especially for you, contains one word that sums it all up - “contrite”:

“Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee. Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness. O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise. For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite (H1794) heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.” (Psalms 51:10-17 KJV)

“The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles. The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite (H1794) spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all.” (Psalms 34:17-19 KJV)

Contrite (H1794) [daw-kaw'] - to collapse (physically or mentally); to crush down; to crush to pieces.

You see Lanna, this is the process that’s going to get rid of those ugly demons from your past. You are experiencing what it is to “know” Jesus Christ and Him crucified. And as hard as it might be to accept, just embrace it with all your Love for Jesus:

“Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ, And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith: That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death; If by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead. Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 3:8-12 KJV)

Now as it pertains to your closing thought:

“Ps - I had a weird thought today, don't know if it means anything, but with the Pope about to die, I thought, gosh what better position for the anti-christ to rise up. ???”

Well, you do understand that the Roman Catholic Church is the “seat of the Antichrist” – with the two popes (the White Pope and the Black Pope) being two of the three persons in the unholy trinity? The Black Pope (Jesuit General) is the “spiritual father” (god the father) of the Roman Catholic Church, and the White Pope is the “spiritual son” (god the son/Jesus). The Black Pope who is currently in power will be the one serving as the Antichrist “father”. The White Pope who will be serving as the Antichrist “Jesus” will be the one following Pope Paul II…his replacement will be it! We are that close to seeing the Antichrist! And of course the third person of the unholy trinity is the spirit of Satan.

So you see Lanna, things are heating up very quickly, and us prophets must be about our Father’s business. Nothing else matters but getting the apostate church ready for the rapture…because no Christian in their right mind really wants to get “left behind”.

And having said all that, the Lord has already showed me our 20,000-acre ranch for the Children’s Club, in New Mexico, which we will be “working out of” right on up until the rapture. We will have our own runway with planes to avoid interference, and the facilities will house and care for the 100 student prophets and staff. This is what we are all about (FMHCCI) and you are called to be a part of it. Pray about it!

I love you in the Lord,

Bruce

From: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Sat, 2 Apr 2005 20:53:07 +1000 (EST)
Subject: Re: Antichrist

Hi,

How are you? Thank you so much for your comforting words, and your love and support of me, it really does mean a lot.

Last night I just lay in Jesus' arms, and just rested. I didn't have the energy to even move or speak. My heart was just speaking to Him continually. It's been a tough week, and the next two days are going to be even tougher, working 6 - 11pm tomorrow night and then 6am - 530pm Monday, but that's okay, through the Lord's strength, I WILL get through, and I WILL continue to praise Him.

The reality of where I am at with the Lord has just continued to be forever in the forefront of my mind and in my face. I realised today, that I have friends, who I would say are good friends, but they are 'fun' friends. What do I mean by that? People that I just go out with and have fun with, and don't share anything about my walk with God. I tested it on one of my friends today, shared something very small, which the Lord allowed me too, and she was quite freaked out, so I knew that I could not share with her. Yet, she is an amazing friend, so loving and caring, just not one the same wavelength or something. It's a hard thing, when it continues to 'hit' you that most of the people closest to you are like that. They know you love God, but they truly don't know 'you'. It's almost like I feel I live a double life....they see me, and they hear about 'worldly' stuff, work, family, etc etc, but they don't really know my LIFE because my life is in the depth of relationship I have with Christ.

Now, don't hear me saying there, that they don't have depth. I believe they do, and they each love Jesus, but it's a different kind of depth. So I am so thankful that the Lord has provided me with the internet, so I can share with people, who can support me, like you. It's such a blessing. I would be so much worse off, if I didn't have friendships online, and support from those who can walk with me.

I have really been praying about leaving the church I am at, and am going to visit one that I believe God is leading me to, tomorrow morning, so I will let you know how that goes. I am definately praying about leaving my work, but it's just a matter of God showing me where to go next. I could leave my work all together and go back to Bible college, full time, instead of part time, but I don't feel that is what God is asking right now. If you sense strongly that I am hearing wrong, always feel free to correct me.

I have to say, that I do believe that I have gone to the next level with Jesus. I cannot go into great detail, but the Lord shared something with me today about what's coming in the 'world', and the part of me that has always believed I never hear God, rose up and told me that I am not hearing right, but I rebuked it, and I am standing on Christ. I am believing I have heard right, and if I haven't, then that's okay too.

I have just been so shocked though, that the Lord would show me something that is about to 'come', but He was very specific aswell, to inform me not to share with anyone. It's such a huge responsibility isn't it? It's unbelievably huge, but it's such a beautiful responsibility.

I believe that the spirit that is coming against me is the Jezebel spirit, and continually trying to tear me down, so I am plugging into Christ more than ever. As the days go on, I believe I am learning so much more about the prophetic and what it means to follow Jesus wholeheartedly and what it means to be prophetic. The amazing thing is, is that most 99% of the training and teaching is coming straight from Jesus to me. That's what I find so amazing, yet so beautiful and deep. That's intimacy, you know?

I am encouraged that the 'attacks' have increased because I believe that the Lord is obviously denting the enemies kingdom through me, and that's what I want. I want to be in the center of God's will, and always be doing what He wants me to be doing.

I sent out that word today on "Stop Hiding" and that was a hard word to send, but I am not going to allow what people think of me, stop me from sending out what I believe the Father is saying to His church.

Tonight though, as I was spending time with Jesus, He brought John 15 to my mind, about the vine.

You know what I saw? I saw people attached to the vine, (body of Christ) and they were chomping at other branches, chomping and chomping, trying to break the other branches away from the main vine.

Gnawing at these other branches, but you know what really struck me, they were PURPOSELY gnawing at the other branches to break them off. I saw such jealousy and malice in this picture. Real jealousy and malice. A real competition. A real competitive spirit there, trying to cut off those who could be a threat to what they perceive as 'their' ministry and success.

I believe God was showing me an inch of what's going on with the body of Christ. Isn't that just the saddest picture you've ever seen? :((

I believe the Lord wants me to send this message out, but there is more to it, and I need to ask Jesus what more He wants to speak to me about it, but it really saddened me, because that's how I've felt lately, like others subconsciouly or consciously are trying to 'gnaw' me off the vine, through jealousy, through insecurity, through thinking they can put fear over me, or speak words of death over my life.

That vision, or seeing into the spirit itself has opened my eyes, more to what's going on. It's like now I see a sad reality. Even if the person isn't consciously trying to gnaw people off the vine, the spirit working in their life is. The lady at my work, she's saved, but would have no idea of the depth of where i am at. I am not saying I am any better than her, but I would say it SEEMS my experience of God is a lot deeper, but I don't think that 'she' wants to hurt me, but the spirit operating in her life, does! It's that spirit, that was trying to gnaw me off, but I will not be gnawed off, no way!!!

I am continually praying forgiveness to her, and speaking blessing over her life. I am going to have to do that tomorrow night and Monday especially having to be at work and being so tired, but I will praise and thank God and set my eyes on Him, and not allow emotions to take over. Amen?

It's just so important to always keep our hearts in order with God, to always be looking at Jesus, to examine our hearts and to see what is in our hearts and have Him clean us. Like today, Jesus was also speaking to me about a spiritual carwash, and how all of us need to be in this spiritual carwash all the time, because we need to be constantly in check with Him, that we are walking in holiness and purity.

It's like Jesus is wanting to take us so much deeper than ever before. He is wanting us to rise up and to walk in holiness like we never have before. He is calling us to be His warriors, but our strength is the intimacy we have with Him. We are to continually stand on Him, and on the depth of Him in us.

There is a great shaking coming to this world, and I believe I saw half an inch of it today, as what God showed me. Sure, when He showed me, I was scared, I thought, oh gosh, our lives are going to get 100 times harder and we are going to endure much more sacrifice, suffering and persecution than we are now. That makes me want to cry, but I put that aside and cling hard to the hand of My Saviour. We have to wake up the church.

We have to wake them up and allow the Spirit of God to use us, to bring them to their right place with Him, out of complacency, and stop all this 'hatred' and 'disunity' in the body of Christ.

As children of God we need to be continually healed and whole in Him, and listening to Him at every moment and obeying every second. Otherwise when this shaking comes.....many are going to be deceived and many will fall.

My heart breaks for the church. We need them to rise up.

Wanna come out onto the streets with me in the Spirit and proclaim this?

Let's go!

All my love to you always in Christ,
Your friend,
Lanna xo xo xo

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sat, 2 Apr 2005 23:10:56 -0700
Subject: Be Strong!

Warrior Princess;

Now you’re walking in the spirit of your name. I mean after reading your e-mail and “Stop Hiding”, I know that I know that I know that you are doing a new thing in Jesus! Welcome to the world of the prophets who speak uncompromising Words that sink deep into the depths of un-confessed sin within Christ church. In fact the Lord had me send out “Stop Hiding” to just a few, and the feedback I received showed just how well it dealt with their sin. I mean they came back at me like a snarling junk-yard dog, and all because “Stop Hiding” convicted them of sin that they didn’t want anybody messing with.

As to your heart-cry –

“We have to wake up the church. We have to wake them up and allow the Spirit of God to use us, to bring them to their right place with Him, out of complacency, and stop all this 'hatred' and 'disunity' in the body of Christ. As children of God we need to be continually healed and whole in Him, and listening to Him at every moment and obeying every second. Otherwise when this shaking comes.....many are going to be deceived and many will fall. My heart breaks for the church. We need them to rise up. Wanna come out onto the streets with me in the Spirit and proclaim this?”

– please join us at FMHCCI in the battle that’s already in progress. The warning on our home page says it all, and we mean what we say:

WARNING!
This is a war zone! Jesus said "I came not to send peace, but a sword [Word Of God]." And likewise it's the following words of Jesus that fittingly apply to any present day Christian religious system that might pervert the Word of God: "Woe unto you...for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men...ye make him twofold more the child of hell than yourselves."

I will not write much tonight. I’m in the middle of composing our upcoming message “Christians Who Make God A Liar!” which will accurately describe why you are experiencing so many Jezebels in the church. So get yourself a good night’s rest and drop me a line whenever you have the time. Remember that I’m praying for you and your strength to walk in God’s Word.

“Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.” (Deuteronomy 31:6 KJV)

“Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the LORD thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.” (Joshua 1:9 KJV)

In the Father’s Love,

Bruce

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 3 Apr 2005 15:54:46 -0700
Subject: The Word by Lanna

Warrior Princess;

Sorry for the blank e-mail; I hit the wrong key.

Hope your day has gone well. Last night I meant to ask you to include Brother Alan (alan@fmh-child.org), another prophet, on your mailing list. Your "Stop Hiding" hit him square between the eyes.

More to come later...if the Lord's willing and the creek don't rise!

In the Lord Jesus Christ,

Bruce

From: bruce@fmh-child.org
To: chosenwarriorprincess@yahoo.com.au
Sent: Sun, 3 Apr 2005 20:28:50 -0700
Subject: The Patience Of The Saints

Warrior Princes;

I pray that you had a good day in the Lord. I won’t take up much of your time today, just want to share with you a simple truth concerning God’s sanctification process.

In the book of Job we find Job uttering the following very profound words:

“For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me. I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet; yet trouble came.” (Job 3:25-26 KJV)

Now as I’m sure you are aware, Job was going through what he was going through because God Almighty was taking him to the next higher level in his walk. Up until this place in time Job had passed all his test:

“There was a man in the land of Uz, whose name was Job; and that man was perfect and upright, and one that feared God, and eschewed evil.” (Job 1:1 KJV)

And you see that’s the way it is in our climb up the mountain of God. Every step that He has us take, that brings us closer to Him, means that we will have to overcome fears in our life that will try to stop us. The walk of becoming “overcomers in Christ” will take us into the valley of the shadow of death where our fearful flesh must die:

“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.” (Psalms 23:4 KJV)

So what are your fears that aren’t of God? Well whatever they are prepare to meet them head-on…because that’s where God’s going to take you in your climb up His glorious mountain.

“Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.” (Revelation 14:12 KJV)

In the Father’s Love,

Bruce

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