Hadassah: The Disobedient Esther!

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The following letter-form was brought about as a means of teaching my children the Word of God through the mail. And of course, quite naturally so, that’s the reason I begin these letters with "Dear Children" and end them with "Love Dad". So for the rest of you who participate in these weekly messages, please keep their original intended purpose in mind.

23 December, 2007

Dear Children,

Today’s sermonet – “Hadassah: The Disobedient Esther!” – is one that I could put off writing for a very long time. I mean I really don’t want to be so critical with my “baby” daughter…but I must! Because not only has the Lord instructed me to write this message, and do it NOW, but He has also poured into me the deadly reality of Hadassah’s seriously critical backslidden condition.

So where do we start? Well, how about a definition from the Webster’s 1828 Dictionary:

Slut
1. A woman who is negligent of cleanliness, and who suffers her person, clothes, furniture, and, to be dirty or in disorder.
2. A name of slight contempt for a woman.

Now was that a word or what?!?!?! Well, believe it or not but I spoke it a few weeks ago when describing Hadassah to my new God-given spiritual wife Lisa. You see I was telling Lisa how the Lord was going to use her to reach out to Hadassah when this “slut” word just popped out of my mouth. I mean, please believe me! The “S” word was not on my mind at the time, and I had never even thought of the word as applying to Hadassah, but yet I spoke it to Lisa when describing Hadassah! So just what in the world was going on? (See “Lisa's Corner” for more of the details.)

Well, the reaction from Lisa was instantaneous – “How could you call your daughter a slut???!!!” – and, of course, I was truly at a loss for words to explain “how” this word all came about. To say the least, I was dumbfounded! So I prayed about it, and I prayed about it some more. In fact I prayed about it for several weeks until finally getting an answer from my Heavenly Father. Because you see what I’m about to show you is the reason God Almighty has chosen that one word – “SLUT” – to describe my daughter Hadassah. And the following e-mail from her to me is a real good place to start:

From: hhallman01@sprintpcs.com
To: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Tue, 04 Apr 2006 23:35:51 -0500 (CDT)
Subject: Re: A Dutiful Daughter (?) To Her Adopted Father

i'll be that. dont bother me anymore more cause I don't have to deal with your, yamel or anyone's $@!#. you don't have a child other than those in panama. lose my stuff. you are dead to me
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HaHa!!

Now just in case you’re wondering, Hadassah wasn’t laughing at the ending of her scorching email to me. The “HaHa” is only her way of signing her name in abbreviated form: Hadassah Helena Hallman. And as far as the profanity goes, well, I thought it best to leave out the four-letter word. I mean it was already bad enough without it.

But anyway, that’s what Hadassah had to say about her sister, Yamel, and (more importantly) her father – me! And, because of it, the following three Scriptures are what Father God has to say about Hadassah:

#1) “And ye shall keep my statutes, and do them: I am the LORD which sanctify you. For every one that curseth his father or his mother shall be surely put to death: he hath cursed his father or his mother; his blood shall be upon him.” (Leviticus 20:8-9 KJV)

#2) “Whoso curseth his father or his mother, his lamp shall be put out in obscure darkness.” (Proverbs 20:20 KJV)

#3) “There is a generation that curseth their father, and doth not bless their mother. There is a generation that are pure in their own eyes, and yet is not washed from their filthiness. There is a generation, O how lofty are their eyes! and their eyelids are lifted up. There is a generation, whose teeth are as swords, and their jaw teeth as knives, to devour the poor from off the earth, and the needy from among men.” (Proverbs 30:11-14 KJV)

So there you have it: three very powerful Scriptures showing the severity of Hadassah’s action against me, with #3 verifying the “S” word (Webster’s 1828 edition) that God spoke through me concerning her. In other words, Father God calls Hadassah a “SLUT” – a woman who is negligent of cleanliness and become very “filthy” – because she has “cursed her father”. And, of course, this is the very same reason that Hadassah is in the “critically backslidden condition” that she’s in today. I mean this is a serious matter – the wrath of God waxes hotter day by day!

Baby Hadassah OK, so now that we’ve got the introduction out of the way we can proceed on with our message – “Hadassah: The Disobedient Esther!” In fact there’s no better way to tell this story than with the facts, and what better place to find them than the “Divorce Time-Line” that became necessary whenever my wife Annie filed her ungodly divorce back in 2000! (See “A Christian’s Divorce” for more on the subject.)

And having said that, here’s just a few of the facts on Hadassah that the Lord had me to include in our divorce time-line:

11/13/85 - Hadassah arrives in USA from Panama. She was five (5) months old at the time she became a part of the Hallman family. God picked her very Jewish name "Hadassah" for her very Jewish purpose in life.
02/09/87 - Hadassah's adoption becomes final in the USA.

You see it was back “in the beginning” that Hadassah became the second child out of seven who would be welcomed into the Hallman family from Annie’s native country of Panama. In fact Hadassah was the only girl brought into the USA as a baby, and the only child whose birth was not officially registered in Panama. In other words, Hadassah came without a name so that I could give her the name that Father God had chosen especially for her:

“And he brought up Hadassah, that is, Esther, his uncle's daughter: for she had neither father nor mother, and the maid was fair and beautiful; whom Mordecai, when her father and mother were dead, took for his own daughter.” (Esther 2:7 KJV)

“Hadassah” – God’s very special name for a very special child. However, along with the “good” came the “bad”, and this is where “Helena” comes into the story. Because you see Annie was the one who chose Hadassah’s middle name, and she did it to find favor with our neighbors “Helena and Harold”. I mean Annie was always on “the take”, and it wasn’t below her standards to use the children to pull off her scam. In fact the following is what Hadassah had to say about Annie in her 6/24/07 e-mail to me:

“I will say one thing about that chick!!! PSYCHO!!! She is gonna let some pilgrim (no offense) take over everything and put him before her children. Its ok though cause the ONLY reason she adopted us was to recieve accolades for it. So everyone could ooohhh and awwww about what a GOOD person Annie was. I know u didn't do it for that. Thats why once again I have no respect for her. I know God says to respect your elders and parents but she has the mentality of an infant and she is NOT nor has she EVER been a parent to ANY of us much less she was NEVER a wife to u and I am sorry u wasted 25 years of your life with her.”

So that’s Annie! Mother of the year maybe?

But anyway, my “baby” daughter has two very unique names: one given to her by the God up above and the other by the Devil down below (Annie?). Because you see the name “Hadassah” is truly a reflection of her godly character whenever she’s living for the Lord (HaHa), and of course the “Helena” name epitomizes the fire-breathing dragon living within whenever she’s surrendering herself to the will of Satan (HeHa).

In fact just to show you how evil this “Helena” name really is, lets go back in history to the time of the Roman emperors when Rome was in an uproar because they couldn’t get rid of Christianity! The harder they tried to destroy it the stronger the Christians became as they dug deeper into God’s Word to defend their faith. And that’s the way it continued until Emperor “Constantine” came up with his very own devilish and demented plan: join the Christians instead of fighting them! I mean Constantine the Great became a “Christian”, but his reason for doing so was anything but holy. Because you see from there on out Constantine influenced the Church through his own form of “Christianity” that perverted the Truth and made it a lie so that all believing it were no longer Christian. In fact Constantine’s religious system is now called the Roman Catholic Church, and he (not Peter) was their very first pope.

So, Constantine gave birth to Satan’s “church”, but it was his mother “Helena” who gave birth to him. And if that wasn’t bad enough already, “Helena” went on to establish one of the first “idols” in the Roman Catholic Church through her journey to the Holy Land. Because you see it was while visiting Jerusalem that she supposedly discovered the original “cross” on which Jesus was crucified, which the Roman Catholic Church supposedly took, chopped up, and distributed among their many churches to be revered and worshiped. I mean what a hoax! What a scam! What an insult to the Lord God Almighty! God calls it idol worship, but the Catholics love it!

But anyway, that’s the anti-Christ spirit behind the name “Helena” that my ex-wife Annie gave to my baby daughter Hadassah. Witchcraft!?!?!? In fact while we’re on the subject of Annie, this is an excellent time to share more on her through the following e-mail from me to Hadassah:

From: "bruce" (bruce@fmh-child.org)
To: "Hadassah Hallman" (helena_2003@rock.com)
Sent: Sat, 19 Apr 2003 11:45:05 -0700
Subject: Please Tell Annie!

Dear Hadassah,
     You must tell Annie that what she saw in Hell is real! Back when God Almighty was trying to get her to be the wife that I needed - a minister's wife - He took her on a trip to Heaven in order to show her what "submissive obedience" would get her, but when she didn't respond He then took her on a trip to Hell. He threatened her in a very powerful way but she didn't take it to heart... even though what she saw scared her spit-less. In fact it scared her so bad that she didn't even want to think about it "in her mind" in order to tell me what she saw. However, the one thing that she did tell me was that everyone there had the body of a maggot. She could identify who they were by their faces, but their body was that of a flesh eating worm.
     Please take the time to visit Terry Watkin's site on Hell - http://www.av1611.org/hell.html. In fact the following excerpt from that site verifies what Annie saw:
     "Jesus said explicitly — THEIR worm — not a worm, or the worm — but THEIR worm. The Bible teaches that Christians will one day have a body like the Lord Jesus Christ. Could it be, as some Bible students teach — that men and women in hell take on the form of their father, Satan (John 8:44)? In Revelation 12:3, Satan is described as a red dragon. Could Jesus Christ be referring to the body lost men and women will have for eternity?...In fact, Isaiah clearly says, "their worm shall NOT DIE". Even in our language, we refer to a living body as a "carcase". For example, "Get your carcase [body] in here". Why is that important? Because when the saved people in Isaiah 66:24 are "looking upon the carcases of the men that have transgressed" — And do you know what they are SEEING? "Their worm"! The "carcase" they are seeing is "their WORM that shall not die". The end of Isaiah 66:24 is a frightening endorsement of this interpretation. What the saved people are viewing Isaiah says is, ". . . an abhorring unto all flesh". And my friend, that is not JUST a normal flesh body they are looking at! It is something that will send chills screaming through your soul at the horror. And it will happen!"
     You must help Annie escape Hell if at all possible. Several months ago a prophet from God prophesied that I would make Hell a little less hot for my ex-wife. I do not understand what he meant! But the following, as written by Terry Watkins, is not what I want for anyone... including my ex-wife Annie:
     "And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments . . .
-As you leave your body — you realize something is happening. You hear a sound. . . getting louder and louder. . . screaming . . .weeping. . . wailing. Terror and fear beyond anything you could imagine overtakes you. "This can’t be happening!" you scream. Your nostrils are filling with the awful stench of burning souls. Your face ignites from the heat. Flames are now blazing from your eyes, nostrils, ears, mouth — every opening in your body, flames are roaring out. Your body is sizzling and crackling from the flames.
-Your body is now madly thrashing and convulsing from the horrible pain. "Why don’t I die?", you scream. You begin weeping and gnashing your teeth with the millions. "When will this pain stop?" But you know it will never stop. . .
-The darkness is so terrifying, it begins engulfing you. You feel something moving in the darkness. . . something horrible is happening. "No! No! This can’t be happening" you scream — as your worm is emerging.
-You begin cursing the day you were born. You scream — "Oh God, why didn’t you warn me?"— but you remember the preacher pleading with you to receive Jesus Christ. You remember reading that gospel tract. You cry — "God don’t you care?" — but you remember John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son,. . ." "God is a God of love — He won't allow this", you cry — but you remember John 3:36, ". . . he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.""
Love,
Dad

Now that’s what’s in store for my ex-wife Annie if she doesn’t repent of her evil deeds and give her life to Jesus. And of course Annie’s “deeds of evil” even include giving Hadassah the “Helena” name and encouraging her to receive the spirit that goes along with it. But of course we can’t put all the blame on Annie, because Hadassah has a free will with which to choose! You see I raised Hadassah in the Lord to know Jesus as her personal Saviour, and then on 11/26/98, at the tender age of 13, she received the baptism in the Holy Spirit with the evidence of speaking in other tongues. In other words, Hadassah received Power from on high to do the works of Jesus, but yet she still has to make the choice to do it. In fact just one of the many evils she’s been called to fight is Annie’s ungodly divorce:

From: Bruce Hallman (bruce@fmh-child.org)
To: "Helena" (helena_2003@rock.com)
Cc: bruce@fmh-child.org
Sent: Mon, 10 Mar 2003 16:18:40 -0700
Subject: Re: PLEASE!!!!

Dear Hadassah,
     I love you very much and will give my life for you if God directs me to do so. However, please understand that I can only do what God the Father commands me to do. And when it comes to this divorce case, and your being set free from the evil clutches of Annie, you must be willing to do whatever the Lord has called you to do... and do it without compromise.
     I do not have possession of your papers and do not believe that I will until Annie's divorce is overturned... just as the Lord has promised. And just in case I haven't told you before, my Heavenly Father has promised me that it's based on the reasons of "entrapment" and "deformation of character" that Annie's divorce will be made null and void.
     So just how is this all going to happen? Would you believe that you are at the center point of His Plan? This is something that you must take on as a part of your salvation walk... and not only for your own benefit but also for all those who might be suffering through the same type of situation.
     I don't remember how much of the story I've already given you but let me tell you about the lawyer that the Lord had me hire as my representative.
     When I called her on the phone I told her flat-out that if she represented me she must do so as God Almighty directs. In other words it couldn't be her way, it must be His. I was then told to send a $4000 retainer fee along with any documents that I felt were important in the case.
     As the Father directed, I put together quite a package, which even included Marta, along with a contract that my female lawyer must sign before cashing the check and representing me in court. The contract was folded around the check so that she had to unfold it in order to get to the check.
     Well as God would have it, my package of documents with check and contract were delayed in the mail so that the lawyer got it the day of the hearing. She cashed the check, represented me in court, and then refused to agree with my terms. She acted on my behalf even though I didn't legally hire her to do so.
     Then after much debate with her, the Lord had me file a complaint with the Supreme Court of South Carolina. After much to do they ruled on my behalf that my lawyer must return the full retainer fee, however, they would not rule against her for false representation.
     So, you see Hadassah, God has worked in this divorce case from the very start. He's got a plan to set the court system on it's tail… and you're called to be a part of it... if you'll only hear Him and obey.
     By the way, did Annie ever give Marta her Alien Card?
Love,
Dad

So that was a Word from the Lord to Hadassah concerning her involvement in overturning Annie’s corrupted divorce. And the following was a portion of Hadassah’s reply to me that very same day:

Dad, you are right. I have never seen any of the papers and I do not understand and it is true that the majority of the statements made were bald faced lies. I was not allowed to testify so I had no say so. The reason Arthur was not brought up was to my understanding, because he was not adopted yet and still isn't… Just please remember that I am still your daughter and I would not interact with you if I did not still love you and respect you as my father no matter what the courts say.

Well, that was my little God-directed pep talk with Hadassah that took place almost two (2) years after Annie’s evil divorce became final. However, seeing how it didn’t accomplish what the Good Lord had intended, we had to try it once again almost three (3) years later. And the following set of e-mails is how we did exactly that:

From: "Bruce Hallman" (bruce@fmh-child.org)
To: hhallman01@sprintpcs.com
Sent: Sun, 26 Feb 2006 10:51:24 -0700
Subject: Sorry

Dear Hadassah; Sorry I missed your call. Question: Do you consider yourself to be a Christian?
Love,
Dad

Sent: Mon, 27 Feb 2006 16:27:55 -0600 (CST)
Subject: Re: Sorry

Yeah not a good one at times, but one never the less. I suppose practice makes perfect. One of those things that gets alot better the more you do it

Sent: Mon, 27 Feb 2006 09:40:29 -0700
Subject: Are You? Do You?

Dear Hadassah;
     So are you a Christian? Well the following is a pretty good way to determine whether you are or you are not:
     "Ye that love the LORD, hate evil: he preserveth the souls of his saints; he delivereth them out of the hand of the wicked." (Psalms 97:10 KJV)
     Do you "hate evil" Hadassah? I mean do you really "Fear the Lord"?
     "The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate." (Proverbs 8:13 KJV)
     Well if you've answered "yes" to those two questions - "Are You?" and "Do You?" - you have passed the test. And seeing how your desire is to be a lawyer and see judgment carried out, this next one is definitely for you:
     "Hate the evil, and love the good, and establish judgment in the gate: it may be that the LORD God of hosts will be gracious..." (Amos 5:15 KJV)
     And just who is it that you as a Christian are suppose to carry out this judgment against? Those...
"Who hate the good, and love the evil; who pluck off their skin from off them, and their flesh from off their bones; Who also eat the flesh of my people, and flay their skin from off them; and they break their bones, and chop them in pieces, as for the pot, and as flesh within the caldron." (Micah 3:2-3 KJV)
     Now, would you care to guess "anyone in particular" who just might fit that description?
Love,
Dad

Sent: Wed, 1 Mar 2006 11:41:58 -0700
Subject: Woman Of Deep Piety, Faith, And Courage

Dear Hadassah;
     In our last installment we defined a Christian as being someone who "loves the LORD and hates evil". We even went so far as to define those who God calls "evil".
     So, continuing along with this discourse, let's take a serious look at your name sake Esther/Hadassah for direction on what you should do about the "evil" in your life:
     “Esther - The queen of Ahasuerus, and heroine of the book that bears her name. She was a Jewess named Hadassah (the myrtle), but when she entered the royal harem she received the name by which she henceforth became known (Est_2:7). It is a Syro-Arabian modification of the Persian word satarah, which means a star. She was the daughter of Abihail, a Benjamite. Her family did not avail themselves of the permission granted by Cyrus to the exiles to return to Jerusalem; and she resided with her cousin Mordecai, who held some office in the household of the Persian king at “Shushan in the palace.” Ahasuerus having divorced Vashti, chose Esther to be his wife. Soon after this he gave Haman the Agagite, his prime minister, power and authority to kill and extirpate all the Jews throughout the Persian empire. By the interposition of Esther this terrible catastrophe was averted. Haman was hanged on the gallows he had intended for Mordecai (Est_7:1-10); and the Jews established an annual feast, the feast of Purim (q.v.), in memory of their wonderful deliverance. This took place about fifty-two years after the Return, the year of the great battles of Plataea and Mycale (479 B.C.).
     “Esther appears in the Bible as a “woman of deep piety, faith, courage, patriotism, and caution, combined with resolution; a dutiful daughter to her adopted father, docile and obedient to his counsels, and anxious to share the king's favour with him for the good of the Jewish people. There must have been a singular grace and charm in her aspect and manners, since 'she obtained favour in the sight of all them that looked upon her' (Est_2:15).
     “That she was raised up as an instrument in the hand of God to avert the destruction of the Jewish people, and to afford them protection and forward their wealth and peace in their captivity, is also manifest from the Scripture account.” (Easton's Bible Dictionary)
Love,
Dad

Sent: Mon, 6 Mar 2006 23:31:19 -0700
Subject: A Dutiful Daughter To Her Adopted Father

Dear Hadassah;
     So where did we leave off last? Oh yea:
     "Esther [Hasdassah] appears in the Bible as a 'woman of deep piety, faith, courage, patriotism, and caution, combined with resolution; a dutiful daughter to her adopted father, docile and obedient to his counsels...'"
     Ain't it great the way God works? I mean God Almighty told me to name my adopted daughter Hadassah [a dutiful daughter to her adopted father]...and "for such a time as this!" Because you see it was during our phone conversation of Thursday, the 2nd of March, that you made a commitment to continually pray the "5 word prayer" - "show me the way Lord" - fully expecting to hear His direction so that you can walk in obedience to it. And it was in that same conversation that you spoke in depth on the spiritual death of the farm as a direct result of Annie's greed to possess it.
     Because, in the pure and simple of it, back in the year 2000, Annie and Geaoge teamed up to put through a very evil and dishonest divorce that would allow them full possession of the prize of a lifetime; the Hallman farm purchased through "Dad's" inheritance from "Dad's" mother Frances Mitchell Hallman (FMH). However, what really makes this "Hallman farm" so valuable to them is that it really belongs to God...to be used for His Divine Plan. And of course seeing how "Annie and George" were driven by their lord Satan to carry out this dastardly deed, it only shows how bad Satan wants to stop FMHCCI from carrying out God's Divine Plan for the "Hallman farm".
     So are you with me?
     Well, this is where you enter the picture: "By the interposition of Esther this terrible catastrophe was averted."
     You see Hadassah, you are the one that God has chosen to bring the "Hallman farm" back to it's rightful owners. And just how are you going to do it?
     Well the key that unlocks the door of opportunity is George. God allowed him to molest (rape) you so that you could file charges against him in order to reveal the truth about him and Annie being lovers who plotted the evil scheme of divorcing "Dad" in order to get the prized land. George is the key because it was George who substantiated Annie's lies in the divorce. George was Annie's witness!
     But this thing goes much deeper than that. Not only was Annie and George in ca-hoots but also the lawyer that supposedly represented you. I mean if there ever was a schyster he is one. You were not fairly represented and it's now time for you to speak.
     The Lord has already shown me the Christian lawyer that will handle our case. His name is Terry Beverly. I contacted him back in 2004. His phone number is: Office - #248-7576 and Home - #397-5284.
     It is time for you to do what you've been called to do for the glory of God and the Hallman family. Please call me and let's talk.
Love,
Dad

Sent: Tue, 28 Mar 2006 20:54:54 -0700
Subject: A Dutiful Daughter (?) To Her Adopted Father

Dear Hadassah;
     I have heard no respose from you on my request. Please understand that what I have presented to you, what I have asked you to do, is not from me but from God Almighty. In other words He has chosen you to expose George and Annie. And if you claim "Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour" you must do as He has instructed...or He is not your "Lord and Saviour".
     Hypocrite is an ugly word...I don't think you want to be one!
     "I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live: That thou mayest love the LORD thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the LORD sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them." (Deuteronomy 30:19-20 KJV)
     "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD." (Joshua 24:15 KJV)
Love,
Dad

So there you have it – nineteen (19) days of hard-hitting truth to the “Hadassah” who’s acting the “Helena”. And of course it was the following e-mail from her, in response to that same set of correspondence from me, that brought about the writing of this message:

Sent: Tue, 04 Apr 2006 23:35:51 -0500 (CDT)
Subject: Re: A Dutiful Daughter (?) To Her Adopted Father

i'll be that. dont bother me anymore more cause I don't have to deal with your, yamel or anyone's $@!#. you don't have a child other than those in panama. lose my stuff. you are dead to me
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HaHa!!

Now we’ve already established that God considers Hadassah Helena Hallman to be a “slut”! And of course the bottom-line reason for it was that she wasn’t willing to do the will of the Father by setting the record straight with Annie. However, the question still remains as to the reason “why”. I mean why has Hadassah been so willing to forsake her calling and become a Helena?

Well, believe it or not but we’ll find the answer to that one through her very own words in the following email from her to me:

From: Hadassah Hallman (haha_2303@yahoo.com)
To: Bruce (bruce@fmh-child.org)
Sent: Sun, 24 Jun 2007 23:14:42 -0700 (PDT)
Subject: Re: Annie

I will say one thing about that chick!!! PSYCHO!!! She is gonna let some pilgrim (no offense) take over everything and put him before her children. Its ok though cause the ONLY reason she adopted us was to recieve accolades for it. So everyone could ooohhh and awwww about what a GOOD person Annie was. I know u didn't do it for that. Thats why once again I have no respect for her. I know God says to respect your elders and parents but she has the mentality of an infant and she is NOT nor has she EVER been a parent to ANY of us much less she was NEVER a wife to u and I am sorry u wasted 25 years of your life with her. She sold her half and it was to be a come up for the fam not just her but money changes some people for the WORST. All she did was lie but I still wanted to believe her. Ms. Elvia said to just pray for her and thats what I intend to do. Other than that I am THROUGH. If I have to struggle and make it I will, by the grace of God. Whatever u do, if I have never given u any advice before, don't be like her. Don't let her get her greedy paws on what is yours. That other half was rightfully yours because she didn't put in on anything and I told her so. She didnt contribute the $$$, the work, never do I remember her working on the land or ANYTHING. All she did was distroy it. U saw that yourself. What u do with your side is up to u and the Lord. But please get her off the land though. She has no right to be there. If I have to pay the taxes on it each year I will. Whatever it takes. She will get hers in the end though because the Lord doesn't like ugly. All she can think about is her weed, her pilgrim, her herpes meds and MONEY!!!!! Dad, protect yourself above all. She is gonna take the whole thing to court and say that she deserves the land b/c she paid the taxes on it for so many years and plus the child support. 1st off, no one asked her to pay the taxes so that's on her. 2nd, I worked from 14 to 17 and gave her EVERY paycheck I EVER made. I worked 2 jobs, played basketball, softball, and volleyball. All at those young ages and she did nothing but sit around and take $$$$ from me and you. Find a guardian for your land Dad and KEEP HER AWAY FROM IT!!!! Seriously, I would like to put a trailer or something out there because it would defintely help me out bill wise but I can't do ANYTHING with her there. I refuse to. But it would help out cause money is SOOO hard to come by. I just got a car and the payments are 300 a month, insurance is 329 a month and then rent, phone bill, electricity. Its alot right now. But since I got the car I did promise God I would attend church regularly and I intend to do just that…. Haha!!!!

So did you get the picture? Do you now understand why Hadassah didn’t uncover Annie and George’s nakedness by exposing the truth about their dirty little lies? We’ll a picture is worth a thousand words, and the following one of Hadassah is more than adequate to tell the rest of the story:

Hadassah’s Dream
Hadassah And The American Dream

You see it’s all about the American dream of having whatsoever your heart desires. But of course those finer things of life (a Lexus maybe) don’t come cheap, and the credit cards will only go so far. I mean it takes cold hard cash $$$$$$ to purchase the American dream, and of course that’s why Hadassah Helena Hallman was so upset in her e-mail to me of 6/24/07. Because you see Annie had finally cashed in on her half of the Hallman Farm as awarded by the Horry County Family Court, but Hadassah Helena Hallman did not get what she had been promised. In other words, not only did Annie fool the Horry County Family Court with her lies and deception, but she did a pretty good job on Hadassah Helena Hallman as well.

“For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.” (1 Timothy 6:10 KJV)

So “Hadassah” erred from her faith and became a “Helena”. And even though Hadassah’s “compromising of the faith” has allowed Annie to sell half of the Hallman Farm (with plans on selling the rest), that is really the least of my concerns. Because you see the Lord has already shown me that He will get us the Hallman Farm back, and He did it through the following very simple illustration a few years back

There was once upon a time a little dog that had a bone. And on his way home, the little dog passed by the edge of a pond and saw his reflection in the water. However, what he saw was not what he thought he saw. Because what he thought he saw was another dog with a bone in his mouth. And seeing how he wanted the bone that this “other” dog had, he barked real loud to scare him off. But when he opened his mouth to bark, the bone in his mouth fell into the pond and was lost forever. So instead of having two bones, the selfish little dog went home with none.

Now ain’t that cute! And so very appropriate for Annie in her efforts to get my half too.

But anyway, what concerns me most about Hadassah Helena Hallman’s refusal to do the will of the Father can found in the following two verses from the story of Esther:

“Then Mordecai commanded to answer Esther, Think not with thyself that thou shalt escape in the king's house, more than all the Jews. For if thou altogether holdest thy peace at this time, then shall there enlargement and deliverance arise to the Jews from another place; but thou and thy father's house shall be destroyed: and who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this?” (Esther 4:13-14 KJV)

You see it was several months ago that the Lord brought that one to my attention. I mean what we’re talking about here is a curse on my family – Hadassah’s brothers and sisters – because she has yet to spill the beans by telling the truth about Annie and George’s lies. In fact the battlefield is already littered with the wounded and dying Hallman children.

So the question remains: “How much more will our family have to suffer because of the selfish desires of Hadassah Helena Hallman?”

Hadassah: The Disobedient Esther!!! (See "The Devil And Annie!” and “God Didn't Lie... Nor Did I Make Him A Liar!” for more on Annie.)

Will she turn before she burns? May God help her to change her wicked ways…and do it fast! (See Hadassah's Web presence on Satan's playground - "http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=68022055" - and the truth about her demonic idol Marilyn Monroe - "http://www.hollywoodunmasked.com/marilynmonroe.html".)

Keep on keeping the faith in Jesus!!!

Love,

Dad (Bruce Hallman)